★ Anlie ★

Fucking 3.2

2011-05-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

I have idea how to talk about on my exams

I was so doubt with my answers and hell yeah I felt so unsecured

I have never have such low self esteem on my performances

but god hell this time I have prepared a dramatic drop of my CGPA

Last minutes study???

ABSOLUTELY !!!

I study the day before exam

I know I swear for so fucking many times that I will study

STUDY FOR MY FUTURE but what the hell I'm still sitting infront on my comp

felt so much of guilty and WTH tomorrow paper I know I'm going to screw up

Seriously, probably this will be the last post until I'm finish my STPM or trial

I'm going to quit blogger for a few months

and Facebook, WEIBO too, perhaps... EVERYTHING !!!!!!

Unless I get the fucking 3.2 CGPA for my trial

or not my mom are going to cut down my streamyx, phones

EVERYTHING CAN ACCESS TO INTERNET !!!

and hell yeah

NO MORE HANG OUTS

NO MORE SHOPPING

NO MORE ENTERTAINMENT

NO MORE YUM CHA

NO MORE MOVIES

NO MORE BIRTHDAY PARTY

NO MORE EVERYTHING !!!!!!

especially, Big Bang

I don't wish to say it brings bad influence to me

but the truth is I can't denied it... it does !!!

I have 2.5 month left for trial

5 month for real STPM

I know this will be a tough way

3.2 is merely impossible for me, at lease for now

but as long as I try, seriously I think it shouldn't be any problem

I'm aiming high this time, I'm smart girl

but I just too freaking lazy to be smart !!!

and be smart on places that I shouldn't be smart

I duwan to feel regret, I'm 19 now

I'm too old to regret now !!!!!!

There is no turning back since I stepped into form 6

Waste time or waste money or get into good university

That was only 3 choices that lead you to different types of lives

just depends on my determination and self motivation

Goodbye reader, and pray for me :D

I WILL BE BACK !!!!!!

F1 grand prix

2011-05-23T07:18:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps, I'm back with my lame post
Seriously, nothing to post lately...
I have been damn lazy for... EVERYTHING

Went to Grand Prix on April 10
seriously, there were a lot of people
ALL ANG MOHS, and ang mohs :DDD
TEEEEEHEEEEEE !!!!!
wish to see KPOP star RAIN but failed...
by the way, it was a very enjoyable day with my friends

Ang moh definitely was the major concern for me on that day...
Honestly, I love ang moh... VERY MUCH
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

I was so excited when the race started
but I can't really stand the noise

Forgive me, it just a freaking lame post...
Teehee !!!!!!

Pictures all credit to CaiYing and Hui Ting
I'm too lazy to transfer my pictures to my comp
Teehee...

T.T

2011-04-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

Screwed up my speaking test today...
Damn disappointed !!!!!!
worst ever...

I shouldn't be too confidence
but my topic was.... I mean... APA ITU !!!!!!

Blamed myself sooooooo MUCH !!!!!!
my mind went blanked...
POINT, POINT, POINT... where's my points?????

Wonderful Saturday

2011-04-01T21:04:00.000-07:00

This post has been stored on my draft for quite a time
hahahaha, always wanna to post but feel lazy
Anyway, it was a very enjoyable day with my dearest Carine and Leong
actually we went there purposely for Anthony Neely
and my GD&TOP album :)
I did a little shopping too... :)

Actually we have been waiting there for like 1 and a half hour right???
if I'm not mistaken
but IT WORTH !!!!!!
His voice, OMG... !!!! AWESOME !!!!
damn leng zai, look exactly an ang moh
HAHAHAHAHA...

While waiting for him
we just stand at there
and
SNAP SNAP SNAP
TALK TALK TALK
JOKE JOKE JOKE

After that, went to Kuchai Lama sense cafe

TALK TALK TALK

and BLOW WATER

hahahahahaha...

At last, let me show you the leng zai ang moh, Anthony NEEEEEELY

Hahaha, okay...

just a simple blow water post... !!!!!! :)

Paris fashion weeks

2011-03-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

Watched almost 30 video clips on Youtube

yes, is all about the Paris fall winter fashion weeks

I would like to say the Sarah Burton definitely doing a good job

in taking over Alexander McQueen as the chief designer

Marc Jacobs performed well in Louis Vuitton

I like the escalator part of the fashion show

but he seriously failed in Marc Jacobs and Marc by Marc Jacobs

kinda disappointed

Elie Saab and Vera Wang

elegant, simple and nice as their major concern in Fall winter

GOOD JOB !!!!!!

For Chanel, I like the big Chanel box pull down

and Karl lagerfeld favourite model, Freja open the show

that was pretty cool, including the stage

Karl Lagerfeld always do a great jobs in his show

but not in clothes perhaps???

For Celine, I think Celine has doing a good job in lately year

since the ex-Chloe designer Phoebe Philo take over Ivana

Celine 's style is slight same with Chloe now

meanwhile, Chloe, as usual

elegant, simple and nice

but Celine kinda surprise lot of people

I pretty sure Celine handbags will becoming a trend soon in M'sia

especially the box bag and the luggage bag

so, grab it before the price has increased !!!!!!

iisshh

2011-03-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

Too much...

react too much, talk too much, think too much

Is there any backspace button???

oh la la...

2011-02-22T04:12:00.000-08:00

Haha, sorry for looks pale from here
Damn lazy to take care of my skin
NO TIME, and super duper lazy

well, our seniors STPM results is out
some of them really have done a good job
4 flat, that was really cool

I don't think I will get any A's for my STPM
because, u know... not that easy
Second hardest test ever in the world perhaps???
I heard some say in this way !!!!!!

My test is coming soon... !!!!!! bless me...

The brotherhood of war

2011-02-18T05:22:00.000-08:00

I accidentally saw his trailer on Youtube
and reminds me a lot of scenes from this movie

I remember I have share this movie before right???
This is a 2004 movie, named " The brotherhood of war"

I love war movies because of my father
he always love to watch war movie
He just search for war movies all the time
he even cry for some scenes
I still remember he told me :

" Teenagers nowadays have no interest on war movies
mostly not because of those bloody or violence scenes
is because they prefer entertain movie that just have to laugh and walk away
no feelings, no thoughts
but war movies are more like a lesson
remind us how happiness we are
how good our lives is "

I don't know what to say about this movie
some say this is as good as "Saving Private Ryan"
but I think is better
I ranked this movie, higher than "Inception"
This is one of my top ten favorite movies of all time
I cried so hard from this movie

No one will left the seat without a single tear burst out
NO ONE !!!!!!

This one of the movie from Won Bin
my favourite Korean actor *He's so hot !!!!!!

You may watched " Ahjussi "
because have attracted by Won Bin appearance of that movie
and you will concluded that :
" OMG, Won Bin is so yao yeng... !!!!!! Nice movie, Thumbs up !!!!! "

but in this movie, you will never think of the casts
either Won Bin nor Jang Dong Gun
The best part of this movie
is from the opening, until the ending

Even the movie is end
the cast lists have come up
theme song have start
you still unwilling to turn off
I don't know why
I have watched 3 times
and I'm still so emotional when I think of this movie

This is one of the comments that I have read on Youtube :

" This is not a movie but it's a lesson that we all have to learn. I believe this war must stop now. As I am just an 18 years old Korean teenager I cannot do things to have authority to negotiate with the North Korea. Nevertheless when I grow older I will accomplish my dream, which is to reunite South and North once for all without any bloodshed. "

If I have chance
I wish to watch this with my friends
REALLY...

PS :
Better don't start this movie
if you don't want to become emotional and cry hard

Actually, I wonder how many people will click the above link
but, there is something I want to share so much

Breaking down

2011-02-12T07:56:00.000-08:00

I'm kinda stress
when everything is messing around
Jobs, studies, tuition classes, driving lessons, healthy
EVERYTHING

Parents worry about my healthy
I have to take 15 tablets a day
and stand the pain of my backbone

My student parents worry about their children's result
I have to do extra revision to my students
but they not going to pay me extra

I'm worry about my studies
but I have no time to do revision
even concentrate on the lessons
I'm freaking sleepy

My tuition teachers worry about my account and MUET
Account tuition exams is around the corner
Teacher do hope and can score better
and Mr Foo hope I could do better on my grammar
and spend time to do extra speaking lessons with friends

My uncle worry about my driving lessons
My L license is going to expired soon
and my driving skills maybe???

My boss worry about my performances
I'm also worry about it
but I'm a newbie

My friends worry that I going to ffk again
I don't really want to do this
but I have no choice

What you want me to do???
Do you know what I feel when you are blaming me???
I thought everything is under control !!!!!!

I truly hope you can understand my situation

Haizzz

2011-01-30T20:45:00.000-08:00

People will forget what you said
People will forget what you did
but people will never forget how you made them feel

In the end
it's not going to matter how many breaths you took
but how many moments took your breath away

But sometimes,
we just have to stop running back to the one person that you need to walk away from

CNY

2011-01-27T06:36:00.000-08:00

Sorry peeps, I have no time to update my blog

CNY is coming soon, quite excited for it
which mean HOLIDAY IS COMING SOON :)
well, it seems I bought nothing for this CNY
except for one piece of maxi dress
I have no mood to celebrate the new year
I just hope I have enough time for sleep and study during the holiday

Study and become a part timer is damn tired
especially on this year, STPM year
Schoolworks come up non stop
and too bad I'm suffering from some diseases
taking medicine now and waiting for the result
The bad news is I have to give up on some sport activities
My backbone can't stand for this kind of activities

That's all for today
ciao :)

Short update

2011-01-15T04:37:00.000-08:00

This week was a tough week, Indeed
well, I'm doing a part time job actually
and it was really tired

I have to spend time on studies, tuition, job
and my so called R&D, Kokurikulum
still, I have my driving lesson
extra classes for MUET with friends
and appointment with doctor

God damn busy life
No more any outing until the end of the year maybe
I have no idea
I haven't bought anything for Chinese New Year
or maybe I won't buy anything, any new clothes
My timetable is pack
until I have no time to watch my drama
except a day 40+ minutes left for 康熙来了

well, I better move my ass away from the computer
a lot of works in waiting for me
ciao :)

Choices

2011-01-08T08:19:00.000-08:00

When faced two choices, just simply TOSS a COIN
it's work, not because it settle the question for you

but, in that brief of moment
when the coin is in the air

you suddenly know
what you are hoping for

New life in 2011

2011-01-04T06:50:00.000-08:00

Haha, don't feel like wanna to blog
but there's something I want to talk
but I dunno which one I want to talk about
so, just ignore me... XD

well, school life has started
same class with lot of pros
and I 'm sure a lot of things will come into my head soon
R&D stuff, MUET exam, Koko, everything
and of course, stupid STPM

I dunno what should I say
I'm just trying hard to enjoy my life
and appreciate everything, every person I loved
that's what I can do now

I do hope I could find some motivation in my life
a target, a person, a thing, a feeling or what so ever
just to motivate me to become a better person

I have been tried so hard to be a perfect person
but as the days goes by and I realise that
some kind of imperfection in life makes life to be perfect

Rules and principles will limit our creativity and imgination
that's what every teenages should have at this age

so, enjoy your life
we are just 19, my friends

Happy New Year

2010-12-31T22:57:00.000-08:00

Christmas eve

2010-12-28T08:13:00.000-08:00

I spent my Christmas eve with my jimui
yea, Pinky 4 teen and Yen Ying
have lot of fun on that day
kept making jokes and talking craps
hahaha, *what if Carine marry with Shino
well, we laugh like shit you know

That day, Pyramid packed like sardine
I think most of the people choose pyramid
as a place to countdown instead of KL area
Too bad I have to back earlier
and no chance to meet Venju
and follow them to the club
I heard someone was drunk, isn't???
HAHAHA...

Great time with you guys
love you ♥

超准- 处女座

2010-12-27T07:42:00.000-08:00

都說處女座另類，雙重性格，甚至有點神經質，其實原因只有一個，處女座的一切都要隨自己外顯的性格而轉，姑且稱之為"狀態"。處女座狀態好的時候，可以將自己聰明、細膩、能幹、溫情、幽默、有內涵等優良品質完全外展，此時他們顯得如此完美，光芒四射，並且可以表現得非常外向、健談，容易與人打成一片（這本非他們的性格）。而一旦處女座狀態不好，便會變成另一個人，甚至非常窩囊，一事無成，不過通常此時他們都躲避外在的干擾,所以讓人感覺有點間歇性自閉症) 因為同為水星守護，所以處女和雙子一樣善變，但雙子善變的是心思，處女善變的卻是情緒.

很多時候處女座要面對很多實際的瑣事，這時的處女座便不得不在冷中面對周圍世界：要麼說話做事很不自然，有做作的痕跡；要麼便極度冷漠和被動，對誰都不理不睬。其實處女座很清楚自己現在的樣子，但他們無力改變和控制自己的情緒，只能選擇瘋狂地逃避一切。

他們想的是：與其很不自然地面對你，尷尬地和你說些無關痛癢地話，或是因和平時反差太大而被人說成表裡不一，性格怪異，還不如先躲一陣子，等調節好了以後再出來。所以，在與人交往中，他們只會和不得不交流的人（實在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正無所謂）交談，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏遠。

所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越遠。特別是戀人. *Depents :)

而且,大家都知道處女座的人有嚴重的完美主義傾向,所以就有了所謂的\\"處女座的人最喜歡若即若離\\" * EXACTLY !!!!。原因很簡單：他只想給你一個最好最完美的自己，而不願讓你看到他無助脆弱的一面。所以請記住，有時處女座對你冷，絕不是你說錯做錯什麼，這是他們正常的生理現象，他們只是不想讓嚴寒和冰霜傷害了你（可事實上這種做法已經傷害）。不必難過，因為他們在乎你的話，他們的內心比你還要難過、自責和內疚！他們所能做的，只希望快點調整好情緒，回到你的身邊。

正基於以上兩點，處女座有時便會表現出非常另類的行為和思維模式。他們的性格也很多來源於此：不喜主動，不善交際（也可以熱情，只是今天熱了，終有一天會冷的），不愛表現，不喜拋頭露面（萬一哪天情緒無法把握狀態不好時，豈不大失臉面），諸如此類。

關於"潔癖"——並非處女都有潔癖，很多處女座並不愛乾淨，但卻要求整潔，他們更多的是井然有序，不喜歡別人破壞他們所整理和佈置的"完美"格局。處女座更多的是有精神潔癖。一旦觸碰到他們精神上的禁區，嚴重時會表現得歇斯底里。

關於"花心"——一般說來處女座絕不花心，忠誠是他們的代名詞。異性關係多很可能是他們需要確定一個好人緣和自己有魅力，來反擊那些普遍觀點。一旦找到心中真愛，他會呵護你一輩子，只要你能給他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。尋花問柳，紅杏出牆這些事與他們絕緣（一是責任感所致，二是怕麻煩）。

關於"聰明"——不似雙子靈活機巧，不像水瓶創意非凡，也不是天蠍的那種計畫周密，處女座更多體現的是智慧。細膩、理性、好學加上十二星座裡一流的洞察力和最強的邏輯思維能力，處女座想不聰明都難。沒事少在處女座面前信口開河，隨意撒謊，很多偽紗他們一眼便能看透；也別跟他們玩什麼心計，你玩不過他們的。處女是那種可以把你賣了你還得向他道謝的類型。沒事也少跟處女座辯論，他們沒理也可找出理，甚至找出不止一條理來 *If I get mad or angry, I will do this... hahaha。處女是永遠不會吃虧的。

關於"單純"——處女座很純真，但絕不單純，他們內心複雜得讓人難以想像，很多不經意的事可能都是他們精心佈置的 *Who knows??.. haha。處女座也總在純潔和好色之間徘徊，這一點最難說清。不過他們真正的內心是極其善良的，
寧可自己苦也不願傷害任何人，心靈如水晶一般晶瑩剔透。

關於"幽默"——都說處女座冷若冰霜，缺乏幽默。多和他們接觸吧，你會體會到什麼是冷幽默，什麼是真正的幽默，而並非品位低俗的搞笑。

關於"遲鈍"——別看你和處女座說某些提議時他們半天才反應過來，在你說好的一瞬間，他們腦子裡可能已經轉過五六個你這項提議會造成的後果（通常是消極後果）了。他們總是想得太多，絕非想得太慢。

關於"自私"——處女座的自私覺不是獅子的那種惟我獨尊，也不是水瓶的以自我為中心。處女座正因為是無私的，所以顯得自私。（能夠理解嗎？）因為處女不想傷害任何人。

關於"逃避"——由於處女座性格上的因素，他們通常會顯得壓力很大。當週遭的事物已無法掌控，或是自己的情緒無法調節好時，他們會瘋狂地逃避，墮落自己，這種狀況通常對別人無害，卻是傷害自己，讓所有愛他們的人感到心碎。不過不用太擔心，過一陣子他們自己會好的，他們天性的自我批判精神很快便會起作用。處女座一般不會徹底墮落，墮落前可能都已留有餘地，只是在等待著希望的來臨。甚至有時墮落都是做給別人看的。

關於"內涵"——處女座有涵養這一點是肯定的。在成長中不斷吸取教訓，不斷學習，取人之長來豐富自己的內涵。因為他們感覺到情緒無法把握，而這些是自己可以踏踏實實做到的，將來一定有幫助。這是他們所追求的完美主義目標。

處女座就是一個表面神秘到難以琢磨，說穿了卻又很簡單的星座。最接近神的人？可能吧，處女座喜歡這樣
來標榜自己。因為他們確實有超凡脫俗的一面。他們的內心接近了神，可是身在這個世界，不能不食人間煙火吧，所以必須得戴著一個面具活在這個世界上。

處女座喜歡和人說些曖昧的話，對心儀的對象卻不好意思表白。
處女座希望別人瞭解自己，卻又只將能公佈的那一部分對外展示。
處女座是最有責任感的人了，可很多時候卻害怕承擔責任。

超准的 !!!
有highlight的
就是处女座的我啦!!!

UPPER 6 graduation

2010-12-26T05:31:00.000-08:00

17/12/2010 was Upper 6 graduation
I was there, as a staff
since my captain TENG CHUNG can't make it on that day

At first, I really unwilling to go
I thought it will be boring
and hell yeah : Non of my business
but, I have lot of fun on that day
it was like my graduation dinner
HAHAHA :)

U see, Meng Kian is cute
like a teddy bear

Best ever, love ya

My senior, I have known her for more that 10 years I think

Me and carine, we are the receptionist

Have lot of fun

and yeah, Good Bye senior

Good luck and all the best for your future :)

Midnight crap

2010-12-20T11:13:00.000-08:00

事情就是这样

有时候, 你要挽留一样东西
必须牺牲另一样东西
两个都重要, 怎么办???!!!!

没有两全齐美, 不过...

还好我够聪明, 哈哈...

真的不想麻烦你, 只好这样了
给些时间, 等我...
:)

More than lucky

2010-12-11T10:12:00.000-08:00

I can't fall asleep tonight
I suppose be very happy tonight
but I don't really feel happy
I feel something more than happy

well, the time passed so fast
Christmas is around the corner
I recalled back everything I have went through in this year
and I realized everything was wonderful
even sometimes regrets was involve
2010 definitely is my lucky year
or you can say: THE BEST YEAR

I worked at VOIR
had a chance to know my lovely colleague
we getting closer, helping each other, busy for the sales
and I met someone who are special for me
the process of the story, definitely memorable

I studied form 6
knew a lot of new friends or you can call PRO also
they are really great in study
and they do help me a lot in my study
and of course, can't miss my beloved seksyen 4 friends

I've been walked on, used and forgotten
and I don't regret one moment of it
because in those moments, I've learned a lot
I've learned who I can trust
I've learned the meaning of friendship
I've learned how to be a teenager
and how to grow up when I need to
This is life, live it one day at a time
You never know how many days you've got left

After my brother went to US
I feel so much of love
especially from my family
anything I want, they just bought for me

They know I want something so badly
purposely bring me to the shop and choose
I was confusing which one I should buy
and they just say, choose the one you like the most
they don't even care for the price
even though finally I choose the expensive one
my dad just took out his credit card
and gave to the sales man

I wear branded clothes
I use branded stuff
I eat expensive foods
I AM SO LUCKY, YOU KNOW
I FREAKING PISSED OFF TO MYSELF
that I only realize at this moment
HOW DARE ME !!!!!!

I know I damn pissed off
that I couldn't go to oversea like my brother last time
but it seems they are support me now
because they want to give me the best

I'm just 18 years old
imagine the older generation like my parents generation
what do they do on my age???
perhaps they was working and earning money
what do they eat on that time???
perhaps just porridge and some vegetables
I'M MORE THAN LUCKY
I'M BLESSED

When one door closes, another opens
but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door
until we do not see the one that has opened for us

I must remember this moment
and truly appreciate you guys being the part of my life
I know, I'm more than lucky
and I shouldn't blame anymore

Treasure every moment that you have
And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special
special enough to spend your time with
And remember time waits for no one

You've got to take the good with the bad
smile with the sad
love what you've got
and remember what you had
Always forgive, but never forget
Learn from mistakes, but never regret

The best feeling in the world
is realizing that you're perfectly happy
without the thing you thought you needed

with love, anlie
3.19 AM

Lucky girl

2010-12-11T05:16:00.000-08:00

I eat delicious food
I wear nice clothes
I own good stuff
I am so lucky

I have great family
I have great friends
I have soul mates
I am so lucky

I AM SO LUCKY
and I'm really appreciate

THANK YOU
for being a part of my life

New hairstyle

2010-12-09T07:09:00.000-08:00

Today was fun, really fun
wake up early in the morning
and went for saloon to perm my hair
sit at there and read lot of magazines
Well, the outcome was just fine
but somebody likes it lot :D
I dunno, I still want to have a boy cut
shave a side of my hair, it looks real cool
but I guess I will be gantung sekolah
Therefore no choice, I went for this

Haha, I guess most of the people get shock of my new hairstyle
my facebook comments was all positive :) Thanks lot ya...
but the real one doesn't exactly the same like the picture
I want to shock someone, so duwan show the real hair first

Today, I went to a steamboat that I craving for so long
they have the best soap ever
Last time Carine bring us to try
and I was so into their soap
Today and finally, I have a chance to go
I really full today and I guess I gain FATSSS
A LOT OF FATS
HAHAHAHA

Baby, Baby, Baby, OH ~~

2010-12-05T07:07:00.000-08:00

Hey yo, today is shopping day
suppose go to Pavilion today
Somebody says that Gucci is having 30% off
for sure my mom duwan miss this chance
but KL area super duper freaking JAM JAM JAM
therefore we decided to change our plan -- Mid Valley

Well, I have been long time never go to Mid Valley already
nope, suppose is never been to Mid Valley 1st floor for quite a long time
*due to some reason, HAHAHA

Today went to VOIR, visited my colleague
and of course, saw someone who I want to see for so long
Dah Dang, Dah Dang, Dah Dang, I'm satisfied

I wear a flat today
cute and nice *I like it very much
Somebody bought for me from Taiwan as souvenir
*u ingat saya gaint kah, beli begitu besar buat apa
but I didn't wear it since the size is too big for me
I'm wearing size 5.5 and the flat was size 8
but today I decided to wear it because it match my look
but the result was PAIN until the MAX

Chun Hoe told me today KIM HYUN JOONG have a event at Pyramid
I was like: God damn, I WANT TO GO !!!!!!

Hyun Joong oppa, boh yuan lah
dunno went he will come Malaysia again
My mood down until the MAX !!!

Kanasai, esok ade tuition lagi
kena bangun pagi pagi...
but I'm waiting somebody back
I think he still in the airport now
Okay, that's all for today
I want to continue watch my movie
CIAO, :)

Attention PLEASE !!!!!

2010-12-03T07:46:00.000-08:00

Should I blame for myself for being such stupid or what???
That was not my fault but I have to pay the consequences,
the people who should do his job keep run away with tons of excuses
and the peoples who are innocent ARE JUST INNOCENT !!!
Next time, I should open my big eyes before I buy something !!!
I felt so sorry to my friend and myself
and of cause my parents for wasting RM600 to buy a sneaker !!!!!!!!!!

and well, I'm selling a sneaker here
BRAND NEW and good condition
size UK7 RM300 and price can nego
Anyone who interested can kindly leave me a message
or can somebody help me promote???
because I'm really want to sell it

THANK YOU VERY MUCHIE...

Form 6 friends

2010-11-29T20:42:00.001-08:00

As u see, well, I do enjoy my school life with them
we talk, we laugh, we smile together
and it was something cannot be erase

I truly believe that if my school life were without them
I cannot went through various kind of stress and emotional by myself
and yea, of course, school works
especially thanks to Hui Ting and Cai Ying who help alot in my school work
I got an unbelievable increase on my CGPA
0.9 is a huge gap u know???

I duwan separate class with your guys
*Pray hard

:D

2010-11-21T06:34:00.000-08:00

What to do in holiday???
of course, is SHOPPING !!!!

Oh yea, did I mention on my WEIBO
that I spend almost RM500 in ZARA few days ago
well, that was real crazy
but not me paid the bill, why not???
HAHAHA... dad was saying that I was too crazy
but he think what I bought was worth

well, did I mentioned before???
ZARA was my favourite brand ever
better than MNG, TOPSHOP, forever 21, TOPSHOP, Cotton on
the price is more acceptable if compared with TOPSHOP
definitely, am I right???
HAHAHAHA... :)))

Today I went to The Mines book fair too
price is more cheaper but too bad, pack like sardine
I found a interesting book, named 听见萧邦
that book was analyse all Chopin works and his style
and compared his works with other composer
like Liszt, Beethoven, Robert Schumann
and compared style of his symphony with others composer
like Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, Johann Sebastian Bach and etc
the books free a CD which recorded some Chopin's famous song
that played by the winner of international frederick chopin piano competition
sounds interesting right???
I want that book so much
but the price was ehem !!!!

nevermind, I will find another better soon :)

Just let it be...

2010-11-20T06:04:00.000-08:00

Some don't have the confidence to lay down memories
nor do they have the determination to live for themselves
just because we are afraid of changing or losing
worry about the consequences could be disastrous
and always feel insecure once we disobey the rules we set up for ourselves

However, no miserable determination is selfish,nor is hurt
At first we may be in endless pain
but that’s not a bad thing
because life is at a changing point
After some kind of break-up
you may inevitable think about him or her
you think you are over that relationship
but finally comes an answer deep in your heart
you still in love with that guy
So what’ s next bring to us
being together and breaking-up
again and again,until the last left love is used up by enormous pain

What if we drop that love
what if every time we miss someone
we just miss,and clear out all that space in our mind not to obsess this guy
then we have a vacuum
to fill us ,with love we may never dreamed of

Once I was so stupid and stuck in a relationship
even couldn't pull myself up
how I wish I know all these stuff before I suffer
At least I don't have to get through that pain
But anyway, things must be told through experience
if love can be proved and settled as a theorem
if love can be inductive or deductive
that turns out to be none-love
Sometimes I may think I’m lucky
to get myself clear of miserable relationship
while on the other hand
it’s not a good thing
At least I cannot be touching by any simple love story any more
Through my perspective what I can only see
is the painful consequence love may bring
or how silly words those young lovers say to each other
with a pathetic age of 18 myself
Well, as for me ,that is really pathetic

I despise and even contempt those young and innocent couples
who dream and picture their unrealistic future
but in other way
I disdain myself and envy them
I really do, to some extent
that paradoxical concept is the punishment of anti-pure-love

Maybe life hasn't been so chaotic
it's just the world that is
and the only real trap is getting attached to any of it

What if we just acknowledge
that we have a screwed-up relationship
and we stick it out anyway?

We accept we fight a lot
and we hardly have talk any more
but that we don't wanna live without each other
and that way we can spend our lives together

Miserable, but happy not to be apart

We should live with each other and be unhappy
so we could be happy?

We must always be prepared for endless waves of transformation
both of us deserve better than staying together
because we are afraid we’ll be destroyed if we don't

Ruin is a gift,ruin is the road to transformation
It’s the new beginning of life

If you couldn't understand what I'm saying
watch this, I did learned alot from here
absolutely deserve a watch !!!!

HAPPY FRIDAY :D

2010-11-19T02:51:00.000-08:00

Hey yo, I'm back
Okay, this post is about 1 day in KL area
HAHAHA, it's shopping day !!!!
We went to 5 shopping mall in 1 day
Times square, Sungai Wang, Lot 10, Pavilion and Fahrenheit 88
sounds crazy??? Absolutely YES

After finish shop at Times Square and Sungai Wang
We went to Lot 10 to have our lunch

Definitely we went to UNIQLO too
Something fresh in town, of cause don't want to missed it
UNIQLO was so big, and the main point is
they hired many good locking staff

After that, Pavilion time
Shopping + Chat time + Snowflake
Oh yea, We have a nice chat at Snowflake
because we are so tired
no one willing to walk around already

After spending hours on Snowflake
finally we decided to went back
and of course,
We went back to UNIQLO again before we headed back to Puchong
purposely went back, to see HK zai... HAHAHAHA

Specially Thanks to Carine fetch us to SRI PETALING
and introduce us such wonderful steamboat
so freaking delicious, I mean the soap
HAHAHAHA...

We have a nice chat inside Carine's car
when the traffic is JAM JAM JAM
hahaha, snapping tons of pic on that day
but just managed to post some of them only
because TOOOOOO UGLY
HAHAHAHAHA !!!!!

I do really have a wonderful day with ur guys
Hopping next time we will have such chance again
*heart ur guys :)

Exercise Day

2010-11-13T22:39:00.000-08:00

Haha, I want to post this for a long time
but too bad... I'm too lazy
and I spend most of the time on Weibo-ing

Last Last Friday, Me, Cynthia, Elfy, Chelsia and Kheng
We went to Taman Pertanian Shah Alam
Exercise Day !!!! :)
Too bad, the bicycle is out of rental
therefore, we just keep walk, walk, walk
That place was tooooo big
we gave up after walking non stop for 2 hour I think

Next round- IOI mall Karaoke session

After that- Bandar Puteri MBA court

Aren't we crazy, hahaha...
after sweating, went to karaoke session
after karaoke session, went for badminton again
tired, but quite happy :)))

After that- IOI boulevard Honeymoon

A very good day with friend :)))

Money never sleep

2010-11-07T00:13:00.000-07:00

Money is a bitch who never sleeps
and if you don't keep an eye on her
then you wake up in the morning
and she's gone

It's not about the money
It's about the game

If you steal $100 million and turn it into $1 billion
returning the original $100 million
and keeping the rest will make everything better instantly

Greed is good and now it's legal

情字真坎坷

2010-11-05T08:55:00.000-07:00

人生岂皆如意
有好多野唔是我可以控制的

有好多野, 发生左就系发生左
怎样扮没有一件事系没可能既
比如话, 我激亲你
其实我脾气不好大家都知
我都知要你们忍好辛苦

学阿权话斋:

"如果我系男人, 我唔会钟意你
你太有性格, 太有脾气
系男人都钟意温柔, 你就是这点没有"

"如果我系女人, 我都系唔会钟意你
你就是看起来不容易相处
好像前世欠左你"

"如果我系你既朋友, 我没可能会钟意你
有时我真是唔知你想点, 你的脾气仲厉害过天气
我唔想晒甘多时间去研究天气预测"

权啊, 朋友中系你讲野最直接
但是, 你系最了解我的
系就系残忍, 不过我钟意你够直接
算啦, 我们现在被人搞到连朋友都没得做了

其实我都想了很多
算啦, 做人最紧要系开心
这样下去我都好累

以前我觉得朋友应该是要互相包容
算啦, 我的情绪化病令到我都包容不到你
怎敢要你包容我的脾气

有些人认识好多年都觉得陌生
有些人见一面就像认识左几世
这就系叫缘份

我想, 我同全世界既人都没有缘分!!!
哈哈哈, 算啦
我配不上你们

我甘既人, 注定孤独终老

Problems

2010-11-02T18:22:00.000-07:00

I dunno, yesterday spending time to swallow out my problem
but it seems, he never got my point
Of course I know, if one really decided in something
he/she will change no matter how...

I dunno, I felt more depress after listen to him
although he doesn't get the point
but he was giving some advice and technique
to change the characteristic
it means, he do agree that was my problem

I have a nightmare yesterday
it's all about the topic and my problem
and what Quan and he told me
all mixed together and blow my mind

No one will understand, no one

Money

2010-11-02T07:22:00.000-07:00

I'm quite pissed off with my life
I'm just sick of dealing with money everyday
I have lot of plans and everything need money

I want to repaint my room, need money
I want to buy some decorator for my room, need money
I want to perm my hair, need money
I want to shopping, need money
I want to hang out with friends, need money
I want to buy a semi pro camera, need money
I want to buy a bag, need money
I want to go travel, need money

I'm really envy my brother
he is going to New York city this Christmas with his friend
he has not much chance like this
because most of the time he stay at Oklahoma city
and dealing with his non stop exams
A lot of things need to ask him to buy
because there is more cheaper
especially bags and gadgets
Now I'm still choosing what I should buy
because of budget limits

Money Money Money
please come to my parents
HAHAHAHAHA

Hmm, I dunno how to express
I just feel that you hate me
well, I know I am annoying and keep nagging non stop
but, just don't push our conversation to silent
I hate this the most, you know???

What you had gave me, all empty promise
It just like you simply made a promise in order to make me stop nagging
You keep pushing me away from you, I feel that
It is so god damn obvious
You only come to me when you are need some help
You talked to me without looking my eyes
What you are trying to hide???
Why are you trying to escape???

I care this, so please STOP doing this to me !!!!!!

Recent Life

2010-10-28T07:34:00.000-07:00

Hey yoyo, I'm BACK to blogspot
Sorry these few weeks was on stress
well, exam is going to finish SOON
Therefore I have more than enough time left for my blog
HAHAHAHAHA...

Form 6 exam was like a roller coaster
Do you get what I mean???
You must ready and prepare before you take the ride
it can drive you to the MAX with beautiful view
but it can also drive you down of the tops
The process is exciting but it kills

Oh I should stop talking about EXAM
Well, good new is : HOLIDAY IS COMING SOON
HOOOOOORAYYYYY !!!!!!

I have plenty of plan which I am going to do on the holiday
Shopping, Sing K session, Movies, everything that you can imagine
I can't wait...
and I want to change my hairstyle badly

Hmmm, that all about my recent life
I think next post will be going to be TASTY
because all about FOOD FOOD and FOOD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :DDD

Craps

2010-10-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wonder why words can mean nothing and silence can mean everything

Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad
but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances
you just have to live life to the fullest

and

Never tell your problems to anyone
because 80% don't care and the other 20% are glad you have them

Melissa's party

2010-10-12T06:28:00.000-07:00

09102010 was Melissa's birthday party
really alot of people on that day
the whole street was full of cars, tables and people
well, seriously not much of SEK4 friends was going
because as the days goes by, I feel that
the chance for this people appear in any event is small
Let's the pictures do the talk

I have lot of fun on that day

making jokes, talking craps, taking crazy photos

barbecue-ing lamb chops with beer, chat time, laugh on crazy stuff

Together with my old friends, I feel comfortable and relax

I reminded back those days we spend in school

it was real memorable and unforgettable

but this will also be the one of the best page in my mind

I wonder when we still have chance to gather like this :)

101010

2010-10-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

Oh yea, today is 101010
such a beautiful day and of course
Melissa's birthday :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY
all the best and have a blast

Yesterday was a really fun day
I met my long time no see friends
It's been a long time that we never gather like this
I was making jokes for the whole night
and I was kinda crazy for that night
we talked alot, recent life, dreams and even love
Actually when I back home and reminded back what I have said
I felt so regret and stupid... OMFG
my reputation broke already
HAHAHAHAHA

well, I spend my day at home SKYPE with Jason
As usual mom and dad go for shopping
and brought another LOUIS VUITTON again
summore take away "The LOAF" breads for me
Oh my love... so delicious
My brother going to New York this winter break
I'm waiting for my bags and gadgets

Night, Pyramid again :)
Don't feel like wanna buy any clothes
well, I want to go Fahrenheit 88 with Zheng Yi
who want follow??? STAGE is there
and UNIQLO is coming soon

That all for the day, CIAO :)))

Animal print is back !!!!!!

2010-10-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

Fall 2010, 2011 runway shows
at Milan, New York, London and Paris
flaunted designer dresses and accessory drenched with Leopard Prints
So, get ready to spruce up your wardrobe with this fierce print
as donned on Dolce & Gabanna, Dries Van Noten, Mulberry, Just Cavalli and Fall 2010 shows.

1) Christian Louboutin Fall / Winter 2011

Christian Louboutin is going to go for animal prints
in their shoes for next autumn-winter season 2010-2011
If this summer introduced the tacks in winter will also be added leopard print

For fall/winter 2010-2011
the leopard print can be considered as being a basic element
especially when it comes to coats and dresses
Besides these elements everything stands in personal taste and favorite colors However, if properly worn and paired
leopard print can add style and an unique touch to any look

At Gucci, the leopard printed overcoats
represent a glamorous choice for a daytime look
while the dresses spotted at Dolce&Gabbana
would make you draw all the attention on a special evening event
You can also try the leopard printed blazers as seen at Balmain

2) Dolce & Gabanna

3) Mulbery

4) Just Cavalli

5) Dries Van Noten

6) Hermes

7) Balmain

8) Moschino

9) Gucci

10) Comme des Garcons

Of course we can´t go to Milan's catwalk
without see animal print a lot
So, animal print it is
Just Cavalli (pic 3)
Moschino (pic 2)
Blumarine (pic 1)
and more I can't remember

Shoes that I like

2010-10-08T05:42:00.000-07:00

Well, today gonna introduce my favourite shoes to you guys

1) Sam Edelman

Sam Edelman "Alexander" studded sneaker

Sam Edelman Niland

2) Jeffrey Campbell

Jeffrey Campbell Tick with prints

Jeffrey Campbell open toe Tick

Jeffrey Campbell Solestruck

Jeffrey Campbell Meeker

Jeffrey Campbell Biz

3) Giuseppe Zanotti

Giuseppe Zanotti peep toe canvas boots

4) Finsk

Finsk ponyskin wedge

5) Christian Louboutin

Christian Louboutin boots in grey

6) Charlotte Olympia

Charlotte Olympia polly leopard platform

Charlotte Olympia dolly canvas pumps in black

Charlotte Olympia dolly canvas pumps in pink

Charlotte house of holland autumn winter 2010

7) Alexander Mc Queen

Alexander Mc Queen spring summer 2010

Fudge

2010-10-07T07:41:00.000-07:00

It was just like one of those days
where I just want to disappear
to get away from everything
because I hate my life here

I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get through anything
but inside actually I'm fragile
I've had so many things thrown at me
and each one has only made a crack

It is hurts to feel that no one is there for you
and nobody cares or wondering what your purpose is
or why your even there

No one knows the real me
No one knows what I'm thinking
No one understands me
No one know how I really feel
No one even cares that they hurt me

Sometimes i just feel like wanna to run away
just to see who would follow
just to see who really cares
or if anyone cares at all

I thought I'm unbreakable but it finally starting to break

I'm sorry but I have to tell you this
I'm sick of people talking shit about me
I'm starting over
I don't wanna be that girl they talk about anymore
I regret the things I've done
I don't want to be known for them anymore
I miss the old me, the one with tons of friends
when I didn't have a problem
when girls weren't so damn cruel
when best friends weren't split up
when a smile came easily to my face
I'm tired of you ruining my life
I'm sick of you

So I say thank you for the scars, the guilt and the pain
Every tear I've never cried has sealed your fucking fate

What do you know about me???
come on let's figure out

Just because I'm not a pretty girl
Therefore I don't deserve any special treats from everyone
and doesn't need to care my feeling right???
but I'm so sorry to tell that
you have missed the most splendid part of mine
and that will be you loss

Just because I'm kinda straight person
Therefore you think I'm the one who speaks without brain
but I'm so sorry to tell that
you have lose the one who had really treat you as a real friend
and you will be suffer because your world full of lies

Just because I have a lot of principles
Therefore I doesn't gain respect from you
because I'm too insist on my stand right???
but I'm so sorry to tell that
you just need a friend that will no say a NO for every decision you make
you need a adoring fan, not a friend

Just because I seemed tough enough and strong
and my attitudes and actions like a boy
Therefore I doesn't cares and comfort
but I'm so sorry to tell that
you doesn't understand the real me
and you have missed the feminine part of mine

The gift of friendship
a willingness to listen
a pair of helping hands
a whisper from the heart
from someone cares and understands

No one feels another's grief
no one understands another's joy
people imagine they can reach one another
in reality they only pass each other by

A friend is someone who understands your past
believes in your future
and accepts you just the way you are
but I'm sorry to tell, you ain't a friend of mine

Follow me on WEIBO

2010-09-29T07:22:00.000-07:00

Yea, finally I have some time to blog
what a busy month :(
Honestly I have nothing to blog and
I have found something interesting than facebook
it's is WEIBO

Can't deny it is chinese version twitter
but it's definitely interesting than twitter *my opinion
Oh, I spend most of my time on WEIBO
so, if you have a WEIBO account, follow me
http://t.sina.com.cn/anliesoul

I want iphone 4
it looks so cool and of course, APPS
their apps was the coolest among the mobile phone
and if sign with Digi plan
it is just only RM58 per month *OMFG CHEAP

I want lumix lx5
the semi pro camera in compact size
awesome function with affordable price

I want, but I have no money
It's real shame to ask money from parents with my age
Therefore I just can go for either phone or camera
I'm still thinking which one I should take
everyone, give some opinion okay??? :)

Short update

2010-09-24T04:28:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps, I'm back
I was pray hard for the god damn modem and CPU fixed asap
and finally hell yeah, it's back to me today

well, this week was a tough week for me
because without my beloved Facebook and PPS
I missed all my apps, my movies, and of course my blog

I wasted most of the time dealing with my freaking awful school stuff
kanasai man, I'm really tired with it
god damn tough syllabus
and teacher was rush faster than a rocket
and yeah, co-curriculum activities drove my to crazy
marks is counted to get into a better local universities

well, I have realize than I have been a long time did't self potraiting
hahaha, don't read my face
READ MY WORDS

Prefect girl

2010-09-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

I want to be perfect
I want to have a positive attitude towards life
No more blaming how hard was the life is

I want to be perfect
I want a very pretty face and soft skin
I swear I will put something on my face everyday
no matter how lazy I am

I want to be perfect
I want a skinny body figure that every girls dreamed
I swear I will only eat salad fruits
and of course no more french fries

I want to be perfect
I want a very nice hair that could catch everyone sight
I swear I will visit saloon every 3 month if I afford
and of course treatment is included

I want to be perfect
I want a lot of nice clothes and accessorizes
I swear I will go for shopping if I afford
and of course magazines play important role too

I want to be perfect
I want be a smart girl that impress everyone
I swear I will read books for 24 hours per day
and I wish 1 day could have 36 hours

I want to be perfect
I want to be a perfect girlfriend
I swear I will change all those rude and emotional attitude
and I will be a good as I can to be a perfect one

I want to be perfect !!!!!!!!!
Yes, I want to be perfect, who duwan???

but if you are reading above list
definitely it won't be me
I won't do that even I could
because I still believe I'm the unique
and you love me because of my unique right???

I won't put those cream on my face every night
because I'm super lazy
can u imagine my mask sudah tarikh luput???

I won't go for diet although I shout for diet everyday
because I'm super lazy and I can't lives without foods
and seriously I don't care how people look at my fat body figure

I won't go for shopping even I afford
hello, my father not a millionaire lah
and my house have a fierce mom
I refuse die so early, hahaha

I won't visit saloon every 3 month
because I have no money
and of course everybody know
I'm super lazy to take care of my hair

I won't read books for 24 hours
but I will play facebook for 24 hours
if school test about facebook
I afraid I will score an apple

I won't be a perfect girlfriend
no reason, because I won't
I always think that, if a guy do really love you
for sure, he love everything about you, including attitude
If he just look at ur appearance
too bad, *fei jor hoi la

If you are reading this,
haha, I'm so sorry today I'm kinda siao :)

Holiday life

2010-09-16T10:06:00.000-07:00

Tuesday was a boring day, went Genting with Mom and Dad
they left me on first world and they went into casino
well, what can I do?????
I spent most of my time at indoor games
YES, I played indoor games alone
hahaha, whatever, it's not a big deal
just a little bit uncomfortable people kept looking at me
because normally are with a gang of friends right???

Yea, I went for a movie alone too
Resident evil: afterlife
rating: ★★★
Not really nice if compared with previous episod

Wednesday was a really fun day
after tuition for 5 hours
* Thx Mr.Foo let us back early
me, and 4 mysterious people went to Redbox
have a real sing K session
because 4 of us are so called *can sing type
I called us as PRO4, hahahaha

Songs that we sang that day was really challenging
well, some of us has lost our voice, but not me
I miss the day, really satisfied

went for movie with Carine after the sing k session
Piranha
rating: ★★★
well, nothing surprise
bloody screens was quite fake but I like it

Oh gosh, Holiday coming to the end soon
I can't really imagine

What I have done in holiday

2010-09-13T10:02:00.000-07:00

1) SHOPPING

2) DESIGNING

3) LYRICS

4) EAT

5) SLEEP

6) PPS

7) FACEBOOK

8) OUTINGS

9) PLAYING

10) DREAMING

Bags

2010-09-12T01:08:00.000-07:00

Hahaha, as my mom promised
I will get a luxury brand's bag as my birthday present
and today, I got it :D

We headed to KLCC today
shop, shop and shop

I got two bags actually :)
and I like it freaking muchie
Thanks mommy and daddy

Hmmm, I think my Lumix lx5
should wait for another couple months
waste too much of money today

Million of thanks

2010-09-11T11:25:00.000-07:00

Finally, it came
the memorable post ever :)
Thank you my friends for coming
and for those who couldn't make it
it's okay, nevermind, don't keep in mind

Set Lee, Melissa, Carine, Wuan Chin, Yen Ying, Pui Wah, Chelsia, Cynthia, Mei yian
Seng Yew, Zheng Yi, Kok Onn, Yao Leong, Desmond, Sean, Wei yang, Kar Hoe, Chee Yang, Shino

Thank you, hope you do really enjoy ur day :DDD

It was really tired for partying continued in between these days
but I have a lot of fun, really
Tons of thank you and appreciate need to be say
to my secondary school friends, sixth former friends, and tuition friends
Thank for every surprises, and every presents, every wishes
I do really appreciate it much
especially set lee, seriously shocked me with her present

and thank you for my parents too
thanks for those promise that you made
and super duper delicious buffet ever

Thanks, I have the best birthday celebration ever

Apprehend

2010-09-11T10:46:00.000-07:00

Life ain't easy
but it can be as simple as if we know satisfaction

The life is suppose to be about different people coming together
We call this as battle but what are we fighting for?
We're all here because we have this thing we do, we dream
we dream for a better quality in certain things

Dream, is a wish that your heart makes
Being part of the dream makers
used to mean much more than just fame or money
It's about bringing something new to the life
and it shouldn't matter what we wear
what brand you are using
what country were from
because the best part of the life
is not about what you got
it's what you make of what you've got

I'm back

2010-09-07T10:38:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps, finally I'm brought myself back

well, birthday post is coming soon

readers please stay tuned :)

Millions of thank you going to say

to all of my dearest friends

Could I said this was the best birthday ever???

Tons of surprise and fun

Holiday was started and I'm so boring

everyday PPS-ing and I don't feel like wanna study

but I have done my lyrics and some designing stuff

now waiting for my cheque to come

so that I can perm my hair

I'm sick of my hair

definitely bad hair months

Thank you, my sixth former friends

2010-09-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

Oh, this is really sweet and surprise

can u spot my smile???

HAHAHAHAHA

Specially thx to my sixth former friends

Kher Li (Thx for buying the cake)

Sin Hui

Kah Yie

Joyee

Chelsia

Teng Chung

Alferd

Zi Qi

Yao Leong

Tze Jiun

Stephanie

Pui Wah

Carine

Appreciate very much :D

Mother tougue

2010-09-02T08:04:00.000-07:00

Actually, I always hope people can pay more attention on my words
every single words, even punctuation marks
because all of this was my feeling expression
definitely not with those pictures

that's why I'm still using my wretch
because every single words at there
was my feeling, was something I want to express

For me, Chinese definitely not a school subject
Chinese is a language, is my mother tongue
is a tool to communicate with family and friends
even though English or Malay are also being use in daily life
but, I love Chinese more and I feel proud because I know Chinese

Well, unexpected thing comes to me recently
I don't even think that I could become a lyrics writer one day
Someone have read my wretch
and they wish to collaborate with me in produce few songs
for sure, I'm doing the lyrics part
Honestly, I'm quite surprise when I saw those messages inside my inbox
I'm glad that I have this chance in my life

HAHAHAHAHA...
the most happy things are going happen in this weekend
can't wait to see ur guys
Muahahahaha :D

LOVE

2010-08-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

谢霆锋说“我条命忌金
每个相士都说柏芝属重金，
一起的话轻则惹官非，重侧其中一人会死；
第一次和她拍拖，撞了车、坐了监，
她觉得是因为她克住了我；但我一生无悔！
我愿意为爱去赌！以生命去换取一段真感情，
我把这条命给你，要拿就拿。"

这个浪漫抵死的男人!!!

Inception review

2010-08-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

This is possibly one of the only perfect films I have ever seen
It is absolutely confident in every way
something which is extremely refreshing, even more so than Avatar
So where does one start with a movie like Inception?
It’s arguably the most anticipated film of this summer, or maybe the entire year

I'm nearly at a loss for words
Just when you thought Christopher Nolan
couldn't get any better than The Dark Knight
he outshines himself there
and continues to deliver another masterpiece
one with so much power and rich themes

It is a nearly perfect and highly original film
that holds your attention until the credits roll
The less you know about this movie going in
the more you will be entranced by seeing it

Once the film ends
you'll want to watch it again
for there's something new every time
This is a film that requires multiple viewing
for someone to truly comprehend the film's ambiguous themes
and will be discussed by many in the future

Of course, this film won't be perfect without awesome actors
Leonardo Dicaprio
who is still popularly known for Jack Dawson played by him in Titanic
should be relieved as his role as Dom Cobb will be remembered forever
In my opinion, his performance may or may not fetch him an Oscar
but it will be his finest performance till date

Leonardo, I like him very much
seriously I tried hard to remind back all of his movie that I have seen
Titanic, Body of lies, Revolutionary road, Shutter island
The departed *with another one of favourite actor Matt Damon
and for sure, Blood Diamond *awesome, I watched twice and cried twice
His performance is awesome is the fact that I can't dispute

Joseph Gordon Levitt, he is a sexy guy
but he is too skinny, HAHAHAHA
I watched his 500 days of summer
well, a love movie that are different with others
something different, something fresh, something peaceful
*peaceful?? hahaha, I don't know how to describe
If I'm not wrong, 500 days of summer
has nominated for several award in Oscar
including the best male actors for Joseph

For me, this movie require you to analyse and explore
The whole story, not just same as you have seen
just like the end of the story
Nolan left the totem for us to decided whether it's a dream or reality
either it spinning infinity
or wobble and finally stop after it cut black
This movie is not *In-my-opinion, I-think-that...
the answer for the ending is given actually * it's reality
and it's hidden, I only realize this after I watched twice
just depends how you going to explore and analyse

I cannot recommend this film anymore than I have
I just have to say everyone and anyone should see it
Sorry about all the gushing, HAHAHAHA
it is just so hard not too

Thought

2010-08-23T00:03:00.000-07:00

Hey readers, I'm back... :DDD
haha... since my exam was over
so, there's lot of parties or outing post waiting me to update
stay tune :DDD

INCEPTION definitely drove me to craziness
I mean, I'm so into the movie, the scene, the characterise, EVERYTHING
Everything was perfectly awesome
The end was stucked in my mind and I kept analyse, analyse and analyse
I watched twice to find clue to support my opinion

Therefore, I strongly believed that the end of the movie was REALITY
For me, Inception was the best movie among the 2010

OMG, I can't imagine how it would be if I miss it

:D

2010-08-18T04:17:00.000-07:00

Finally, my exam was finished
Honestly, I'm not satisfied with it
Last minute study and not well prepared
I keep reminded back what I have written
I think it's all about crap and all in mess
The only subject that I satisfied was my MUET
that's why I always love language subject

Exam was always easy for those who well prepared
For me, I think that my first time exam in form 6 was easy
just that I'm too lasy to study, hahahahaha

Good Bye

2010-08-14T22:05:00.000-07:00

Finally, he flied yesterday
My house seems so empty now
every Saturday and Sunday for sure home alone
No one fetch me for breakfast and dinner
No one fetch me to tuition

Hahaha... yesterday so many of his friends came
My mom and dad also shocked for this huge crowd of friends
seriously, my brother was sick
and this makes my mom and dad so worried
They chattered non stop !!!! especially my mom

The moment finally came when at the departure gate
we can see others people was hugging each other with tears
well, this really not my scene
but seriously, his friends all surrounding him and say good bye
*shake hands, nag him must be back and everything
they even shouted at the departure gate after he go in
well, I saw my mom almost cried out *hahaha... of course la
She can't see her baby son for few years

Hahaha, my brother gave me all his ringgit cash to me *woot woot
because he knew he doesn't use it anymore, hahahaha
I gave my baby LUMIX to him since he said he want to bring a camera
because DSLR are not allowed by my dad *that's my dad's baby
nevermind, I will get another new camera soon
HAHAHAHAHA

KL-Singapore-Japan-Chicago-Oklahoma city
I wonder when he reach his destiny
anyway, good luck and all the best :D

Laugh Out LOUT !!!!

2010-08-12T10:23:00.000-07:00

1 So many people die, never see you die.
甘多人死，唔見你死。

2 You teach me how to come out and walk in the future?
你教我以後點出嚟行?

3 If you have enough ginger, put your horse to me.
如果你夠姜既話就放馬過嚟。

4 "I saw a pork chop"
我見到件豬扒啊。

5 Are you road?
你係咪路啊？

6 What the water are you?
你係乜水啊？

7 Do you big me?
你大我啊？

8 Zebra chops people.
班馬劈友。

9 The king of the cutting girl.
界女王。

10 Cut my head and let you sit on it as a chair.
批我個頭俾你當凳坐。

11 Do you think me didn't arrive?
你當我無到？

12 You have seed, I will give you some colour to see, brothers, together up.
你有種，我會俾D顏色你睇，兄弟，同我一齊上！

13 Today I was very black son.
今日我好黑仔。

14 I am wearing grass.
我著緊草。

16 Two beat six.
二打六

17 Two five son.
二五仔

18 Piano piano green.
琴琴青

19 I give you some colour to see see.
我俾D顏色你睇睇！

20 Stupid stupid want to move .
蠢蠢欲動。

21 People mountain people sea .
人山人海。

22 How senior are you?
你算老幾?

23 What the ghost are you talk?
你講乜鬼?

24 I fear that you have teeth.
我驚你有牙！

25 Heart flower angry open.
心花怒放。

26 Fish skin
魚皮。

27 Monster of blowing water.
吹水怪。

18 Face green green
面青青。

29 You see road carefully
你小心睇路

30 You go to street carefully
你出街小心D。

31 Do the world
做世界。

32 Big tea rice
大茶飯。

33 American chinese not enough.
美中不足。

34 King eight egg.
王八蛋

35 High hand.
高手

36 Do you old dot me?
你老點我呀?

37 One old water
一舊水

38 I know your mouse.
我識你老鼠！

39 Measure water/Pound water.
磅水

40 A dragon service.
一條龍服務

41 Pump water.?
抽水

42 I blow chicken to beat your group of the guys.
我吹雞打你班友。

43 You jump building.
你跳樓啦。

44 You come back home and eat banana
你返屋企食蕉啦

45 I give you a hair.
我俾條毛你ar!

46 Collect skin
收皮

47 Collect father
收爹

48 You give me collect father.
你同我收爹！

49 Laugh die me.
笑死我。

50 You give me stop.
你同我企系度。

51 Eight woman
八婆

52 Eight woman,you are good!
八婆，你好o野!

School life

2010-08-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

Urh... recent days was freaking hot
I think we should seriously consider the environmental issues

I going have a exam on next monday
I think I'm going to fail all those subjects
A facebook A Day, Keep A's Away
that's why !!!!!

Honestly, I quite gratify on my recent school life
I mean since I have switched to Art class
everything was became easier and relax
unlike the science, I think no words could describe the madness
seems like every day have presentations, small test, assignment
for every subjects *drive students to madness. FML !!!!!
I'm quite pity for some of my science friends
There's always a huge gap between us and them
but they are enjoying, what else I can say???
HAHAHAHA... they have a bigger dreams !!!

well, it's time to back to study
CIAO !!!!

Hometown

2010-08-11T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hey, I'm back !!!
and I'm going to share my 1 day trip to my hometown
well, since my brother going to fly this Saturday
therefore, we decided to back hometown
and visit my 90 years old granny
by the way, we went to Lumut also
because it's really near my granny house :)

Hey, I caught you !!!
Stupid brother do stupid thing, *no manner :(

There's all of my day

I do enjoy to spent my day with my family members :D

Small update

2010-08-08T08:05:00.000-07:00

I just came back from my hometown
exhausted and seriously I haven't done my homeworks
well, I should be I haven't started yet

Well, exam is around the corner
and hell yeah, my brother going to leave this Saturday
for 2 years, oh gosh man...!!!!!!!

I kinda tired today, gonna blog next time
Good night anyone!!!!!!

I can see the pain

2010-08-04T04:27:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday was fun, I do enjoyed
Thx to my old buddies
Sai Kit, Yuyi and Reuben

I started to miss my secondary school life
when Yuyi told me that he missed the time spent with us at canteen every morning
yea, that time was memorable
talked about lui, talked about zai
helped me on my homeworks
showed me the Add Mathematics solution
scolded me, zai me, defended for me when others doesn't agree with me
heart talks, chit chat about hard life
cursed somebody, talked someone bad words
and of course bad language all the time

I wonder when we still have another chance to gather like this
the outing would be prefect if Julius could join us
but he is too busy for practise and competition
we never have chance to meet

----------

Well, I know I ain't a good friend
I have tried my best to save this relationship
and seriously though, I know I failed
I have never seen you so angry before
and I have never shouted like this before
I mean the big fight, was very very big
U threw those bottles
I shouted with tears
everyone was trying to pull apart us
I can heard somebody was scolding me
I can heard somebody was defending for me

Seriously I really don't understand why you don't trust me and Jason
I don't understand why the bitch always made troubles
can you just remind back how many troubles she had made?
can you just review back what she had done to us?
I'm not trying to lie, I'm just duwan to tell
because I think that this is unnecessary and already passed
why we need to keep mention about those unhappy memories
so many years has passed and why u just can't put it down
I can understand why you are angry
but I can't forgive the way you judge me and Jason
and you didn't trust us, you trust that bitch

Throughout the past four years
You have kept my many secrets
You have been there through my afflictions
You have witnessed my defeats
I always remember all the good times
and pray the bad ones don't repeat

What happened to the way this all used to be
even if we decided to go out and make it all alright
it didn't work out and of course we knew it couldn't
Do u know? we couldn't even really stand each others sight
it shouldn't end this way but it did

The causes was so clear. Not me, neither Jason or you
but I know we couldn't make it right because of ourselves
I can't forgive myself for what I have shouted, spoken that day and I didn't tell u the truth
Jason blamed himself for why didn't be bold at the past and he just run away
you can't forgive yourself because you almost hit me and you didn't trust us

There's nothing to blame
I just wonder why things going worst and worst

Broken dream

2010-07-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

I felt the pangs of heart when my mom doesn't support my dream
same as my brother when he told my mom that he want to become Archaeologist
honestly, I do really hope my brother study Archeology if compare to Chemical enginneering
because that was he interest and he really good in history
no mather history of China, Malaysia, World war I, World war II or others

Sometimes, we can do something very well because we have the passion
we interest and we loves, that's the motivation to motivate us

I felt heartburn because I felt like being cheated by my mom
she kept saying that:

"we have no money because ur brother going to study in US"

"we have used up all of the money already, so please, go for form 6"

"after form 6, you can study everything you want, it's just same like college's diploma"

this couple months, she kept saying about my future
she want me to become teacher or accountant
she want me to study everything sounds good and can show off
then I was like: "don't be stupid"

What was really pissed me off is
my brother told me actually my father could afford me to college or even oversea
even me and him stay there for another few years

I have done some research and google some information
there doesn't show any results that the course accept STPM student
everyone was go for foundation with SPM result
and NO gorvenment university and only few private universities provide the course
if, NO gorvenment university provide the course
WHAT IS THE POINT FOR ME TO STUDY STPM

"why u must study that course??? why you so 硬颈"
"nowaday accountant can earn alots, teacher can get alot of benefits"

when she told me this
I knew she never will let me study that course

just like she told my brother

"if you want to study Archeology, go when you are graduate"
"earn money urself and study using ur own money"

Mom, why you just can't support our dream????

little update

2010-07-30T08:36:00.000-07:00

Well, I kinda expecting for coming Sunday

because I'm going to hang out with my old friends

Yu yi, Sai kit and of course Reuben

have not seen Reuben since he switched school

I think it has been few years right???

Julius couldn't join us because he got practice at Haloforest

Skipped school today, I'm too lazy

I forced myself must do revision

but ended up with slept the whole day

I can't open my facebook apps

and my PPS slow like shit

PISSED ME OFF MAN !!!!!!!

but my internet speed is just normal

browsing those webs are fast !!!!!

dunno what's wrong with my desktop

*just a little short update, gotta go

CIAO !!!!!

Times Square

2010-07-25T01:10:00.000-07:00

Friday was a exhausted day
I went to Times Square with babies after school
We want to chilled at Paparich summore
but we are too tired, so NEXT TIME :(
SHOPPING again
We bought ALOTSSSSS
satisfied, happy but tired
too bad Melissa boh lui so did't join us
nevermind, we make it next time :DDDD

Took our lunch at Sg Wang "T bowl"
we was searching this shop for almost 15 minutes
called Leong and he said at orange zone
but then actually located at yellow zone

My cheese baked black pepper chicken rice
I think I took almost 2 hour to finish it
but at last end up with 1/4 left
it's too salty and I HATE CHEESE
there doesn't have any rice except fried rice and this

Oh yea, we camwhored at carine's car
took alot of picture since we have alot of time
traffic was JAM JAM JAM JAM
we ignored others driver
I think they stared at us :P

Honestly, I haven't start to do my homeworks

OH SHIT MAN... !!!!!!!

Facts

2010-07-19T08:46:00.000-07:00

I like to make myself become more pretty and attractive

no mather using make up or lens

then I will heard some voices:

"Actually hor, I think girls better duwan make up la..."

"Heavy make up makes you look like ghost lo..."

"I think girls without make up is the prettiest lo..."

"Girls always use make up to cheat people de la..."

Lies, Full of lies

when u hang out with them

u can usually see their eyes keep SCANNING to those girls who are with make up, even heavy make up

because make up usually makes girls more attractive

Aunty tak pakai make up pun

tak tengok u shows interesting on her

And I would like to say

some of us are not born to be pretty like Vivian Tsu

Make up is build up our confidence

not to CHEAT ur guys

Some of the artist even worst, they do plastic surgery

why you guys still love them like shit, pray them like god???

Why don't say you guys gel ur hair like dragon ball heroes

actually is not natural, look like ghost???

-------------------------------------

Everyone was saying:

" just become yourself "

" don't care about others, just be yourself "

When I was be myself

I heard some voices:

"You are a very straight forward person"

"This girl very rude, I don't like"

"She very noisy, keep talking all the time"

"Yer~ she scold filthy language, bad girl"

Hello, I thought you ask me to become myself???

Izzit a crime to become myself???

Now, what's your problem???

Don't tell me you don't scold filthy language once in your life

sometimes, girls shouldn't scold this kind of words, I know

but sometimes, when you are very angry

you just can't control yourself

Honestly, I don't do this often

don't judge me for the rest of my life

just because I did it before okay...

Why some of your guys scold filthy language will become:

"this is natural lo, can't control mah..."

"It's normal for guys lo..."

"Like that yeng mah..."

What the hell is that, Oh my mama god

full of lies and reasons

It was like what I trying to do gain uncountable negative comments

Then what I should do?? becoming myself???

what kind of "myself" u are hopping me to do???

I'm not here to blame

I'm here to express myself instead of keeping inside my heart

I'm care about what you think, what you feel, what u see

I care you as my friend

Therefore, I always try to be the want the person you want

but I ain't perfect at all

so I failed most of the time

Fashion shows

2010-07-18T03:09:00.000-07:00

I spent my time with fashion shows today
I have watched tons of fashion shows
most of them are 2010/2011 fall winter
from new york and milan fashion week

some of them are really impressive
*BIG CLAPS for those designer

I love Gucci's 10/11 fall winter collection the most
they are awesome, bloody awesome

I love this knee length boot very much

Twenty8Twelve spring/summer also awesome
I like their design very much

and for sure, can't forget VERA WANG bridal fall 2010 collection
perfectly awesome

Have a break, have a kitkat

2010-07-17T08:44:00.000-07:00

Yea, did you spot that???
"EXTRA CREAMY, EXTRA CRISPY"
well, my dad bought this at Indonesia airport I think
this one is really, hmmmm
CREAMY, no, we should say, ZAI, VERY ZAI
I can't even finish a pack...
just maybe half pack and felt ZAI like shit

Keep moving on

2010-07-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

Never thought it would be so tough growing up
Sometimes, I just want to give up
But there is always a little voice
inside of me to cheer me up

Life's not that bad
It's what you make it out to be
There will be good and bad times
Sometimes more bad then good
Either way it's life
I would never want to change my life
Even though I've messed up in the past
I think it made me a stronger person
So instead of running
I'll stay and take life as it is

Don't worry someday it will all get better
my mornings will grow joyful with someone to love
and I'll have the kind of life I thought I could only dream of

I have cursed

2010-07-15T06:57:00.000-07:00

I have been very edgy lately
and showing signs of manic despression
I'm become very impatient and hot temper
filthy language and cursed came from my heart
just because a person blocks my way

OMG, he just blocks my way, he's innocent
I don't even know him, he just a stranger
OMG, this is insane

my temper are not under control anymore
I used to hide it very very well
OMG, I think I have been very stressful recently
maybe not enough of sleep or what, I don't know

I think I have serious attitude problem
OMG, I scare I will hurt my friends
or maybe I have done that......

What the hell is happenned to me
u see, I scolded that again

Eyes don't lie

2010-07-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

The thing I afraid the most is happenning

No mather how much unwillingly or I tried to avoid

it's still came

Well, welcome back Form 3 Wai Jiun

I'm hurting them with cold words, I know

My self-righteous made them wanna spit, I know

Cruel things I have spoken, rang in their ears, burned in their eyes, I know

I used to be someone who hated

it can't hide, because eyes don't lie

it can't hide, because rumour will come to our ear
I know, I always know

I pretent, pretent like innocent
I pretent, pretent like nothing
I pretent, pretent that I can't saw, I can't heard
I know, I just pretent

my words can cut deeper than any sword
my acts can piss them off

I know you cursed me inside your heart
because when I looked into your eyes
they told me the truth

A juicy party not to be missed

2010-07-13T00:22:00.000-07:00

Well, this is what I was mentioned about on my previous post

JUICE magazine 8th birthday

will be held at Ministry of sound, Euphoria on this Friday

come dressed in 'Space Age + Neon Futurism' (grow tentacles if you must)

and the best dressed boy or girl stands a chance to win

3 days/2 nights holiday trip to Hard Rock Penang worth RM2500

Some of the performances lined-up that night

would be a electricfying collabo of Arabyd and Tenderfist

DJs namely JUICE DJ Quest 2009 winner Kubika

dubstepping Bud Culture

the hottest duo HypeEmBeats + Jee Hoe

and the dope Euphoria resident DJ Patrick Oliver

Mooks and Rip Curl will be providing the fashion show

and Chivas is the official drinks sponsor

Well, this event is just for invited guest only

try to get youself invite

by asking your friend that have been invite bring along you

and ROCK THE FLOOR

It would be a very fun party

as my friend Shawn said:

"you would see lot of nice kicks"

This is the most attractive part for me

HAHAHAHAHA :DDD

To get your tentacles on the special invites

log on to Juice website and tell your friends about it

Nice days

2010-07-12T04:44:00.000-07:00

Oh yea, finally we can met each other

Everyone is busy recently

It's darn hard to date all of you

Saturday went to MBA and played badminton with Seng Yew and the gang

Wuhoo...!!! It have been half year that I never exercises already

That's why I keep gaining unwanted kilograms

After finished the game, my whole body was pain and tired

anyway, thx xiao loon to fetch me back

the road is JAM, JAM, JAM

we stuck at there almost half an hour

luckily xiao loon are steady enough

HAHAHA :DDD

Yesterday was fun, very fun

outing with Cynthia, Chelsia, Elfy, Mei Yian

We have recorded some videos too

I will upload soon, u know, the videos was FREAKING FUNNY

I watched several times already, but I still laugh like shit man

but I won't upload one of the videos due to some privacy problem

that video is about Elfy, and Chelsia was shooting the basketball

meanwhile I was talking to Cynthia,

and it recorded ALL what I said into the videos

Oh my mama god... HAHAHAHA

Oh yea, and we met S at the skating court

he was so handsome and adorable

hahaha... I can't took my mind off him

I still remembered his face, this is rare, I know

HAHAHA, it's about a macho guy

Well, yesterday (11/7/2010) another happy thing happened

surprise and unexpected

I was waiting this moment for quite a long time

but it comes from the most unexpected way

I'm not as excited as I thought

maybe I am waiting for too long

too much of time had passed

but at least it comes to me FINALLY

HAHAHAHAHA :DDD

HOHOHOHOHO :OOO

HEHEHEHEHE :)))

WUHOOOOO !!!!!!

JUICE 8th @ M.O.S

2010-07-09T10:54:00.000-07:00

OMG... it's next Friday !!!!!!
well, just now Shawn nudge me at MSN
and he told me, JUICE 8th party at M.O.S next Friday
but then just for invited guest only
He have been invite and he asked me to go with him
and I was like: OMFG, JUICE, I want !!!!!!
but then that's impossible for me to go clubbing
for sure a big NO from my mom

I told him: Shawn, forgot to tell you, I'm under age
and he was like: har??? how old are you oo...???
HAHAHAHA... so darn funny man !!!

Wuhoo...!!! tomorrow badminton with Seng Yew and the gang
should be a fun day !!!

Emo-ing

2010-07-08T08:09:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm not feel so good
Seriously I dunno what am I doing
I just feel like I'm a soulless person
I've too much of feeling about everything
until my heart breakdown

It seems my world is spinning
everything happen too fast, past too fast

Sometimes, I'm not sure whether there is something good waiting me in the future
I have no idea the things that I fighting for is it exist???
Seriously I really dunno what am I aiming for
what's the point, what's the things
is it exist or just kind of imagination??? I dunno

I just know something is pushing me on
keep moving on, and keep moving on
It doesn't care whether you willing or not
because you must, you have too
form 6 life is ain't easy
there is a huge gap between form 5 and form 6
or maybe college

Well, I'm losing my study mode recently
don't feel like wanna study
my mind keep pushing me on
but my heart and soul is exhausted
The worst part is when the teachers is ignoring you
because you are not the best
or going to be the best

If I have an ability to put a DELETE button on myself
no doubt, I will

SORRY

2010-07-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

I'm feel proud because I have a good teacher
He never blame what I comment about him
even some kind of negative comments behind him
What I saw was he kept improving the ways that he use to teach us
He want us to gain what we want

Thx you teacher, and I feel so sorry
I know Shino called you because Shino also saw the comment on Facebook
you sign up with Shino account to see what exactly is happening
I feel sorry for those rude and unrespect word that I have used
I'm apologize with you

New baby LUMIX

2010-07-05T05:57:00.000-07:00

Dah Dang !!!!!!!! My new baby LUMIX
can throw away the so damn god heavy DSLR already
hahahahaha =) Well, I'm just kidding

Can't believe that he's still remember what I said
I told him that LUMIX and RICOH would be my 1st choice
because both of them are good, damn good
and LUMIX's lens is LEICA lens, best lens ever
but both of them are oh my mama god expensive
can cost you 1.5k-1.7k just for a better digital camera
IS DIGITAL CAMERA, not DSLR
but the price can afford a DSLR already

Super duper wide lens, it's 25 mm and 35 mm equiv !!!!
I love wide lens ~~~
with 12.1 megapixel and many many more
This is perfectly awesome, hahahahaha =)
but then he bought me silver colour
actually I prefer the red colour
too bad I'm not there when he was buying

Nevermind, it's free for me
Whatcha to say??? NOTHING :DDDDDD
THANK YOU VERY MUCHIE
He's god damn sayang me :DDDD

It's july now

2010-07-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

Wednesday night spend my day at Pyramid after school
got my NIKE blazer from Jervis
and birthday celebration for Matthew
Too bad I have to back early
because the next day I still have school
SOOOOOOO SORRY SORRY SORRY
I really hope you enjoy ur day that night
*I haven't sang with you that night =(
Matthew, very nice and gentleman
Really thank for invite me for his parties
Too bad I don't have a chance to know him very well
but I know he is a very nice person
with his very unique style and personality
once again, wish Matthew happy birthday
and all the best in his coming days =)

Let's talk about today
Well, we have 2 period of MUET tutorial
Pn Mary walked in our class and talked about our previous homework
She was counting the essays that we hand up
and she want to check who did't pass up
luckily everyone is pass up
but the next second
she said: who is Chon Wai Jiun???
then I was like: WTH, I done all of your works, and follow ur instruction
Seriously that time I'm damn scare to get scold man
Luckily it was a good news for me
My first band 4 essay from her
and she read my essay to the class
So damn surprise man !!!!!!!!

Many work haven't finish yet
RUSH, RUSH, RUSH

SHITTY

2010-06-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

I was staring my uncomplete notes today when teacher was teaching
you know, I felt like wanna kill people without a reason
OMFG... old Wai Jiun is back, form 3 Wai Jiun
My work was uncomplete and I felt so damn angry

unacceptable, NO WAY MAN !!!!!!
I insist to do my notes myself
but it's too slow
NO WAY, MUST RUSH RUSH RUSH

Sometimes I just feel like I'm using the wrong method to study
even teacher also say notes just write as short as you can
textbook is your reference book, not your notebook
everyone notes is short just my notes thick like hell man
Insist on doing every exercises myself
because I duwan just copy and paste
like what I have done in secondary school
I WILL GAIN NOTHING, and become lazier

FML... FML... FML...

Marc by Marc Jacobs standard supply tote bag

2010-06-25T10:31:00.000-07:00

I saw these bag from Marc by Marc Jacobs Pavillion
the standard supply tote bag was perfectly awesome
I'm so craving with the Denim and the blue one
actually what I saw was not exactly the same with picture above
too bad I couldn't found them at google

There are available at Parkson Pavillion
and Marc by Marc Jacob Malaysia's store

Hmmm... not so worth actually
the price from few hundred to thousand
according to the size of tote bag
It's simply and nice
but it's just like jeans material or something
I don't know how to describe

*Marc Jacobs, the founder of the brand Marc by Marc Jacobs
also a creative director for Louis Vuitton

Mookbook

2010-06-25T03:30:00.000-07:00

Just now I called to Paranoid
a shop which located at Gurney plaza Penang
I asked for the information for the
CLOT 6 Year Retrospect Book, bracelet, black sun sticker, book set
The staff told me they just have 3 set
and all have been reserved by customer
and I was like: OMG so fast kena sapu all

Nevermind, I still have The Hype Street =)

Uncountable works

2010-06-22T08:29:00.000-07:00

Just finished my notes from chapter 2 to 5
rush like hell man, but GOOD JOB =)

New class = Uncountable homeworks
Teacher like rocket, now already reach Chapter 8
hello, we just started our lesson few weeks ago leh

Well, I did't copy their notes or notes that teacher gave
even the previous excersices or notes
I do it all by myself, although still on the half way
They said like this, I hard to catch up the notes and excersices
yes, that's true, I'm so slow
but then I insist on doing my notes by myself
because this way makes me understand more
I heard the lesson from class
I do the notes again after home
and the excersices that teacher gave
this is another kind of revision too

Keep thinking why you're different than others
why don't just think about why you want to same with them
I have my way, although it seems not a good way

It seems 24 hours not enough for me to done all of my work
I haven't revise my tuition work
Well, this Friday MUET gonna have speaking lesson
I'm kind of expecting for this Friday
would be a interesting lesson =)

Shopping again :)

2010-06-20T03:12:00.000-07:00

Saturday went to 1U with daddy and mommy

well, bought things again...

my holiday, it's all about shopping shopping shopping

nothing more than that...

Cotton on, Dorothy perkins and TOPMAN

TOPMAN is for my lovely man as a present :)

Today went Pavillion again

Forever 21 and MNG

Oh my mama god MNG having 50% sales

huge crowd of ladies inside the shop

and huge crowd of gentlemen waiting outside the shop

hahahahahaha :)

managed to grab a biker jacket with very cheap price

L size is big for me but then is last piece already

My mom said since I keep gaining kilograms

L size will fit me soon!!! WTH is that, hahahahahaha

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to my lovely man

Hairstyles

2010-06-20T02:22:00.000-07:00

My mom keep complaining my hairstyle
very ugly blablabla
she want me to cut until shoulder length
like those following pictures

Well, this kind of hairstyle very common now
you can see in anywhere when you on the streets
and I'm studying form 6, I can't colour my hair
this kind of hairstyle, if you're not colour
just like OMG nothing special and looks dull

I want something special, like boy cut
If I could cut down my hair
for sure I want to try boy cut
sooooo yeng man...
I just 18 okay, should try something stylish
and boy cut is freaking COOOOOOOOOL
If I 20 something cut this kind of hair
seems like wanna act young or what...IDK
hahahahaha :DDDD

but my hair still very nice what~
just not so curl already
but it looks natural, I mean curls naturally
I want to try boy cut and for sure must try to shave one side of my hair

like the 1st and 3rd picture, soooooo cooooool man...

but then I 100% guaranty I kena gantung sekolah

I'm still a student, I need to follow rules :(

Random

2010-06-16T23:28:00.000-07:00

Well, few days ago...
I started lazy and unwilling to finish my homework
but then now, I found back my motivation
yea... is him again :)

Hmmm... my skin like shit man...
since I back frm Genting
my face, my skin... OMFG
No wonder they said I looks so drunk at Genting
my face red like tomato
and I did something crazy like drunker only will do that
hahahahahaha :DDD
haizzz... what skin care oso useless for me

hmm... thinking for instant 7s or Polaroid
Polaroid is vintage and classic
and hardly found since Polaroid has stopped manufacturing
Well, I can get Polaroid from Singapore thru my friends
but then, the film problem...
since they are stopped manufacturing
price of film for Polaroid is increasing
and hardly found at store but maybe some photograph forum

MY HOMEWORK HAVEN'T FINISH
OH MY GOD !!!!! :(

Dance & Piano

2010-06-14T10:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, when I sign in my msn
Tihau found me and he said: I'm going to Taiwan next year
and I was like: OMG... OMG... OMG
CONGRAZ, really glad to heard that !!!

hahaha... when he said he is going to Taiwan
I already know whats gonna happen
Yea, is about the competition
Competition in Taiwan definitely is not a small competition
he might meet many dope locker from other countries
He take part with Floor the love 2010 also
As friend, really, I'm excited and happy to heard such great news from him
Work so hard for the dance, finally he got the chance to smoke them up on the stage
GOOD LUCK, dude... waiting for your good news :)

I like dance, but I can't dance well
I know my problem...
I used to dance ballet since I'm study kindergarten
The reason I stopped was, my teacher found that
I have some learning disorder, IDK, it just have some problem with my body language
I learned many things since I was a small kid
Ballet, piano, swim......
but, nothing is still continue

Piano, I don't really like it and I didn't put much effort on it
I stopped the lesson when the gred 3 exam was around
I hate memorise notes, but my hearing part was good
I used to recognize piano notes by hearing
but, if you don't memorise the notes
u just can't play it perfect and run fast on piano

I stopped it, because my bro and mom feel noisy
because that year my bro having standard 3 PTS
so lame right... hahaha :D

That's why, I admired to those can dance well and play piano well
because I failed on this part
I know I just can't get it right although I practice 8 hours a days
Talents problem, yea... it is
I have no talent, that's why I love youtube

Youtube fulfill my satisfaction
I watched those videos
those dope dancer or talented pianist
wao... totally speechless and can makes me bright for all day
I waste my time on Youtube more than facebook
even thought I have PPS
but sometimes I still watched dramas on Youtube

Hey yo, STOP DREAMING
back off to study... :(

Laziness

2010-06-13T03:28:00.000-07:00

ARH... I'm so lazy to upload photos
and post an article about the Genting trip
Sooooooo Laaaaazzzzzzyyyyy

Holiday was started
and my sneakers arrive, wuhoo~!!!!!
well, I'm gonna bankrupt soon, I'm serious
I'm finding some ways to earn money now
I found some and it seems not bad
my friend are trying and get a not bad result, this is true
hmmm... wonder how if I'm bet on this???
IDK, I still think of it

Seriously, I havent touch my books yet
OMFG... this is not a good sign :(
1 week holidays left... gosh~

cleaned up my wardrobe
for new clothes and sneakers, and coming new arrivals
hahahaha :))))
finding some interesting stuff to decorate my room now
you guys have any ideas???
I want a very cool room, not a girly room

Don't worry about finding the right man
concentrate on becoming the right girl
they will come to u, automatically :)

5/6/2010 shopping day

2010-06-08T22:29:00.000-07:00

Well, I know my previous post is so short

I'm so sorry I just lazy to describe our day

hahahaha... just let it be

Let's talks about last Saturday

let people ffk memang geram

after chill with Carine and finished our lunch

she send me back, thanks Carine

My house was so empty

my parents went to travel again

my brother, college again

so I decided went to Mid Valley

Yea, alone again

I have no idea why I will go there

maybe Chelsia are right, I saw something

hahahahaha

A perfect shopping day for me

I can buy what I want

I can try what I want

nobody disturb, that's why I likes alone

Managed to grab some clothes at ZARA and 2%

walao, I want to mention about 2%

they having 50% discount now

go grab as soon as possible

and cotton on too, 50% also

Well, I totally broke now

I grab 2 shoes last week

and one of them are NIKE blazer

that sneaker quite expensive for me

I can buy few converse in different colour already

but then I like it sooooo much

and it's a high tops

I aiming for high tops all the time and finally I choose this

I gave up the VANS, ngek ngek

Shopping can made me happy, sometimes

I know I should shop

wasting lot of money recently

haizzzzz :(

Oh yea, forgot to mention my next post

Genting trip with 2 crazy girl

stay tuned

Farewell - Elfy

2010-06-08T04:43:00.000-07:00

Oh yea... last thursday we went to IOI mall

a little farewell with my honey Elfy

of course it's nothing to do at there

we just snap snap snap photo, hahahaha

we dine together at wing's cafe

wao, the environment is great

and the singer also not bad

they sang songs that I order

how lucky am I right???

Donna, I miss u alot...

too bad u can't follow us to Genting

must back to puchong more often ya

and please, don't forget us

hahahahaha

with love

2010

2010-06-04T10:32:00.000-07:00

It's a June now, can't believe half year have passed
Well, I have no idea what I've done this year even the past few year
I almost forgotten my must-do list before my 18th birthday
September is around the corner, GOSH ~
Hmmm, it's time to figure out this

FAMILY
I've done this part well in this few years
Yes, family always play the most important role in my life
I couldn't survive without them
God bless that we're always live in peace in recent years
Well, I know someone gonna to leave for study
New York city was my dream too
2 years for us is not a short distance
but I know he's the family hope
He deserve that :)

FRIENDS
Hmmm... can I consider this done too??? Idk...
Atlease we still keep in touch after all of us graduate
I know many of you have started studying already
for sure you guys'll know some new friends
but I am glad that we did't forgot each other
we still yumcha, shopping, hang out, movies
although we can't meet each other everyday
like what we do in secondary school
but still, I miss you guys

I worked at VOIR
I met my colleagues
they changed me alot
they have made became a optimistic person
the 4 months with them absolutely is an unforgettable experience
I'm so lucky that I know them in my life
although some problem is revolve
but, it's not a big deal
I really miss the time when I work
I hope to back there if have any chances

Well, I think I'm failed in some of the part
yes, about the RB gang
I don't lie, I ffk them almost 10 times
with the most ridiculous reason : busy on work
Due to some reason, I've some problem with my BFF
Quan, we have some fight, I mean big big fight last time
and I've talked some words that really hurt
I know I'm brainless, so can you please forgive me???
We really did't friend like what we used to friend last time
I mean we became so strange now
even the topic also different already

LOVE
Well, this part always the worst ever
I never passed in this part before
I don't really care about this part
I still can survive without love what~
Hmmm, I've met some people
too bad we're not meant to be
that's all, nothing to talk about this

EDUCATION
My SPM doesn't as worst as I thought
I still satisfied with it
and I know form 6 is not a easy task
I am trying to get ready for the following obstacles
and "consistence study" to score my dream goal
I know I can do this, I know
luckily I found something can motivate me in this part
and I am trying to change all my bad habits and attitude on study
I want everyone proud of me
I want prove to somebody that I actually can do very well
and I want a bright and better future
this is what I am fighting for

MYSELF
yes, I've done some of this part very well
finally I found back my confidence
I've learned how to smile nicely and naturally
I've learned how to made myself more attractive
I've learned how to express my feeling
I've learned communicate with others

but, I've gained unwanted kilograms
well, I'll lose my weight soon, I always tell myself
but I still eat, eat, eat...
hahahahaha

2010 definitely is my most favourite year

Chezz Opening Ceremony

2010-06-03T21:38:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday was Chezz opening ceremony

Melissa and Min Chen became the model of the day for the ceremony
I like Min Chen hairdo, It's really sweet and nice

by the way, Melissa's make up is nice too

but then, Idk, we just laugh out louder when we saw her

her hair was so funny...... :DDDDDD

That day, they also have 50% discount for the hair product

Luckily I managed to grab some products

and... RM100 vouncher as the door gift :)

Ngek, abit tired now

because yesterday went out with my babies

ELFY DONNA aka Miss Mak went back to Sabah today

with whole family, I mean they gonna stay at there

A little farewell hang out day with them

well, I bring along Nikon D80

and snap tons of photo

Stay tuned

will be upload on next post or Facebook soon :)

Emptiness

2010-06-02T06:48:00.000-07:00

Not because he motivate me to study hard
is because I have to make myself busy to fill the emptiness
but stil, he's the reason, for me to keep moving on

Sometimes, I just want to be as good as him in everything
Idk, It just like, I'm following his step
and these steps makes me remind of him
makes me feel that he's still play a part in my life

Idk, I just feel emptiness
that's why I need books, I need friends
because every minutes, every second
I could think of him
I just miss him, no others

Click inside his profile everyday
following his every post or status
Idk, It just become a habit in my life
but then, even I saw him flirt with others
even his already in a relationship with others
even maybe he had forgotten who am I
I don't care, I don't give a damn
I don't even feel heartache

It is because, the past few month
I would saw him everyday, every hour
He has became a part of my life
but now he has gone, THE END
that's why I feel emptiness now

That's why I need clubbing this Saturday
u guys understand???

Streetwear

2010-06-01T04:48:00.000-07:00

Well, I fall for streetwear style recently
of course, influence by someone who play streetwear
for student like me, streetwear is too costly
especially for those really follow the streetwear brand
a subcrew T-shirt, normal T-shirt
can cost you RM169
with RM169, I can buy a pair of converse

That's the problem made me so headache
well, I won't buy such expensive plain T-shirt
Normally I depends, on the brand, design, or izzit limited edition

Oh yea... addicted on sneakers too
aiming for VANS before
finally found a pair high tops VANS at perverse
VANS S8 HI x Beam with Us size 5.5
planning to buy already, but then now I found another
NIKE blazer high tops from internet

Well, planning to buy but yesterday get scolded by Quan gor
he said too risky, duwan bet better
better asked someone bring frm singapore
but then the problem is I need to wait til September, maybe
My birthday, I think he'll be back gua
No way lah... :((((((

Haizzz... streetwear waste so much of money
Now I realize why some of my friend wanna work so hard
even study also wanna find a part time jobs
because most of them can't affort such huge expenses

I should stop... I still can follow
but doesn't mean have to bring them home
haizzzz... :((((((

Shopping day

2010-05-29T07:02:00.000-07:00

Just back from the CHEZZ opening ceremony

Well, my ear really dah pekak due to the lion dance

I just stood beside the drummer

Picture will update soon, need to collect from Shino

Yesterday shopping with mom and dad at 1U

went to VOIR gallery also because I've RM100 voucher

surprise some of the malay staff still remember me

they switch to MidValley outlet before during the CNY period

because we lack of staff

Yesterday really exhausted

I mean shopping with my mom

SHOPAHOLIC~~~

She very geng, I also dunno how to describe

at last, Dad and I just wait her outside the store

Night, pyramid again, shopping again

yesterday did't do my revision also

because of her... GEK SEI ME

Goin to study now... ciao...

26th of May

2010-05-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

This gonna be my 150th post :)
well, I'm gonna talk about my feeling and thought today

Hmmm... I dunno why am I taking such thing at here
but I just want to express my feeling now
Maybe being so bold is really not a good idea
I might be regret or feel wanna bang my head to the wall
but now at this moment
I just want to talk about this

I know people who view my blog became more and more recently
it's just abit embarrassing to share the thing I had never share at here before
but this is my place and of course I can type whatever I want

Well, something have happened and of course a bad news
but, I don't know
maybe this have made me realise something
something had hidden inside the inner part of my heart
However, I thought I'll burst out or cry
but I didn't
still, I'm smiling and continue doing my revision
but of course I can't concentrate

It's a sad case and of course I felt sad
but I felt a huge burden have been lifted off my shoulder too
*no more guess here guess there, no more brain juice squeezing for the solution
something really come to the end and IT'S OVER
still, I can wish them happiness, and everything
maybe I'm not so like him or I'm too like him, until I could wish them
normally should curse them gaogao right, hahahaha :)

A very challenging and myterious person
well, he was prefect, everything, for me
Somehow, most of my friends don't think so
they think that he doesn't deserve that
I did something I had never did before
it just a normal thing and maybe most of u guys did it before
but for me, never, since I'm born
but atlease I tried and no regrets right???
well, it's just an memorable experience for me
hahahahaha :)

He has changed me alot
and he's one of the person who has drove alot of motivation to me
I could express my feeling now, to my friends, to my colleague
and I felt happy and proud
because I felt happy when talked about him, even though is a sad case
I used to think that sharing this kind of thing is embarrassing
because I'm too care about how people think of me
I seldom share my story my problem to my friends last time
because I think that this was a sign of weakness
and I hate gossip and rumors

but now, a brand new WaiJiun
Specially thx to him, my friends, and my colleague
still, I blessed him all the best
and treated him like a friend
no others, really

and now, it's a time fully focus to my study

If u saw this post, leave me a comment at the shoutbox
I would like to know how u guys think about this and me
hahahaha :)

Moving on

2010-05-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

Well, I started to enjoy my form 6 school life in Batu8
Realise that "consistent study" is the only way to be able to achieve my goal
This is the only habit that I forced myself to formed recently
Everyday must study, revision, homework
if not, I'll felt guilty *this is true
but still, I did't read english newspaper everyday
well, I'll figure it out soon :(

I would like to thank to someone
for drive a lot of motivation to me
well, I know it sounds crazy that WaiJiun would ever behave like that
*no more empty mind, no more sleep in the class, done all the homeworks
but really, I felt something has changed

You made me want to work harder
I dunno what am I fighting for
but you're the one who motivate me to move on

I dunno how I'll perform in the days ahead
but I duwan to let my parents down, neither to any teachers
and of course I know I can do it well

Good luck and all the best to all of my friends
and readers too...

Aiks...

2010-05-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I heard some unexpectable news *no, I'm saw

nowadays Internet is everything, especially google and facebook

Well, I saw the news from facebook

and I was : WALAO EH... OH MY GOD

I have no idea why he did this

but the first thing came to my mind is:

why you want to made youself so tired???

Well, maybe he is not tired at all

or maybe he's enjoying his life like this

I dunno why, I felt guilty when I saw that comment

the words EVERYDAY is killing me

I thought it's just weekends, couple days in a week

I don't know is EVERYDAY

I don't lie, I'm heartache, really

I have no qualified to said that

"I'm tired for all of the school stuff"

because he is more tired than me

I have no qualified to said that

"I have no enough time to study"

because for him, his time is GOLD, precious

That's why I felt guilty

because I dunno the truth

because I still blame this, complain that, blablabla

because I'm heartache about him

Heck, I have nothing to do with this

because I've promised myself not to bet another shot again

except pray and wish him everyday

good luck and all the best, get rest well

whatever I can wish, I wish

whatever I can pray, I pray

*I told Chelsia this, and she was also : WOW !!!

need like this meh??? hahahaha :)

Sucks life

2010-05-20T04:53:00.000-07:00

I'm a perfectionist
so I can drive myself mad and other people too
When I really put my effort on something
I want everything's prefect
and I care about how people think of me

Oh no, busy life
Lower 6 definitely not a honeymoon year
Is a time that can improve and makes our basic more stable
so that when we're in upper 6
everything will be more easier

Haizzz, should stop complaining about my school life

but everything about my new school is sucks
was the fact that everyone can't deny
hahahahaha XD

Busy life

2010-05-19T04:52:00.000-07:00

Now, tons of homework is waiting for me
my Mathematic T and MUET

Well, I'm unwilling to tell that but I still have to
I'm not gonna attend any event, any programme, any camp as well
My timetable is pack and 24 hours really not enough me to survive

Everyday I must do revision and homework
if not, u won't understand what teacher are talking about
and have to prepare what tomorrow teacher are gonna to teach
Form 6 is tough that u thought

Have a test tomorrow
then my mathematic T homework haven't done
and need to discuss the topic that MUET teacher had gave
with my group members... Oh my mama god

Crap

2010-05-16T05:29:00.000-07:00

Haha... with webcam
just ignore me :)

Tomorrow is Monday
so fast... gonna start schooling tomorrow
haiyor... next week got test
summore I haven't finnish my Chemistry homework
Allah....>.<
hate wake up early in the morning
and tomorrow gonna walk to school
Allah....>.<

My DAI GOR promised bring me to Times Square this Friday
hahahaha... can't wait
gonna grab as much as I can
so... my VANS wait for next few month 1st la...
hahaha XD

Worth or not

2010-05-14T08:09:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...
I know you've been busy, I had things to do too
We haven't talked for some time
I want to talk to you but I scare I'm annoying you
I wonder if everything's fine
I had other stuff on me mind, I'm sure you did too

Sometimes things can seem so perfect at the past
and then in a split second
It all comes and blows back up in your face
making you remember, that nothing ever works out for you
Something always blow up your "perfect thing"

You're too far away from here
I couldn't see u often
what I always trying to do is pull back and pull back
but I failed most of the time

I duwan bet another shot again
I'm tired and exhausted as well
I tried my hardest, I do everything and say everything
but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore
they aren't worth worrying about
and it's important to know
when to let go of someone who only brings you down